Friday, May 12, 2006
I always feel that if you can criticise people, people can also criticise you. It's like 'li shang wang lai' mah. And if you can't take it, then you yourself don't criticise people la, simple! Therefore, I usually take criticisms very well because I know that I've got a foul mouth myself. (but I usually don't say very 'mean' things like "WAH! Dinosaur!" --> GQ always says this. HAHAHA. Okay, just joking. Anyway, I normally just suan abit and seriously meant it as a joke only.)
But recently, I found that there are times when I can't take what has been said to me leh. I started to feel that it had gone overboard liao loh. At first, I thought it's just me getting more and more spoilt and princess-like recently (which I admit I am). So I 'REN'. But after thinking it over, I really think the problem doesn't lie with me loh. I had seriously been attacked personally and I know whoever said it meant it. This started to make me DU LAN. VERY DU LAN LOH.
I myself have never in my life said something to a person to purposely bring that person down one leh. For example, I would never say anyone's stupid. Because that is soooooo f**king bad karma loh. Anyway, being very DU LAN, I started to think back. Every single word the person said to me were attached with thorns loh. One word - SARCASTIC. I know, I also like to be sarcastic one mah, but one has to know where to stop. This fella obviously don't. (Like what my Dad and Bro like to say recently --> F**KING CB!)
I don't know what the hell is wrong with him/her la. Maybe bad mood or what la. Eh, but bad mood doesn't give people the right to do or say anything you want loh. You want to try murdering someone to vent your anger???!!! (I bad mood usually keep very quiet, I don't take it out on people one, so I got the right to say people here okay!) Wah lau, I really don't know what to say liao leh. Nothing you all say can calm me down. I DON'T WANT TO CALM DOWN!!!!
Eh f**k loh, I'm famous for remembering everything that everyone did to me one hor. So next time if I treat you back the same way, you better keep your mouth shut loh. Or else I surely mention about this incident one. If you want people to put up with your nonsense, you better do the same yourself! Shit la, the more I blog about it the more DU LAN I become!!!
Sometimes, things just turn one big round to come back to you one leh. And you won't even know it. Think about it. Think back. What have you done in the past? Maybe it's just 1 x Evil, you say. But it will come back to you in the form of 3 x Evil. It will...
p/s: I read the last paragraph I also feel scared myself. Okay, I promise I'll try to be a better person from today onwards.