Tuesday, February 07, 2006
I dislike people who are romantic. Or rather, I dislike being with someone romantic.
I think I'm born genetically UN-romantic. All the girls in my family are not at all romantic. Romantic gestures would cause me to become a temporary mute. I'll slink away in a corner, trying hard not to show the shudder of disgust. Well, not really disgust, but I just can't take mushy stuff. BRR...thinking of it makes my hair stand.
I hate guys who sweet-talk. By sweet-talk, I mean constantly saying '"I miss you", "I love you", "You will always be the prettiest girl in my heart" etc. *Hair stand* I think that these kinda things can only be felt by the heart and the more you say it, the more you don't mean it. You 're probably just saying it to make the girl happy (I'm not a stupid girl and won't be so easily fooled). A guy once told me, "I admit I'm sweet-talking, but I only sweet talk the truth." *Hair stand again* [Hey, you have already admitted that you're sweet-talking leh, so how would I know whether it's the truth or not?] I'd rather be with someone who seldom says it, but once he does, I'll know it comes from his heart.
I don't like receiving flowers. Most girls would be ecstatic if they receive flowers from their boyfriends, but I won't. I would tell him it's very wasteful to buy flowers and to never do that again. I'll also provide him with some alternative gift ideas like clothes, bags or jewelry. HAHA. Although flowers are very pretty, it'll wilt eventually. Why spend money to buy something that's gonna die very soon? It's so expensive somemore! I'd rather receive something practical, something I can really use in my everyday life.
If I eventually be with or marry someone who's a romantic, I won't know what to do!!! I can't imagine my boyfriend reminding me and buying me gifts for our MONTHLY anniversaries! OMG, please don't!!! It'll only give me stress. I don't want to buy gifts every month! It'll give me a huge headache and it's a waste of money! 1 month, 2 months, 3 months...these are not significant at all!! Some couples even remember their first-kiss-anniversary, first-sex-anniversary etc. OMG!!!! My head is in a whirl right now just thinking about how many dates I've got to remember!!! And if he's romantic, he will expect me to do something romantic back!!!! I can't!!!! I don't know how!!!! OMG! Okay I think I better stop here...the more I think, the more I think I'm going crazy thinking about it.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really a girl. How come I'm so unlike other girls who love sweet gestures from their beaus? How come I love soccer? How come I swear? How come I get along better with guys than with gals? How come I don't have a close group of girlfriends, like normal girls do, whom I can go shopping with? (Btw, I prefer very much to shop alone)
But I still love myself!!!! And that is all that matters to me...
Elyse bitching @ 9:51 PM | comment
