Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Very busy...Now that the school term has started, I will be even busier...
I had been looking forward to the start of the school term since right after my exams. But now that my school term starts, I feel very sian already, it's a chore for me to go to school. Especially after my first 2 lessons yesterday, I can already feel myself struggling thru the exams again, the units are so damn difficult!!! Okay la, not REALLY difficult, but I can envision myself spending lots of time to UNDERSTAND 1 unit and to MEMORISE another unit. There's another 2 classes to come on friday, hopefully it wun be those 'killer' papers again.
Alot of things on my mind also, that's why I have been struggling with myself for the past...hmmm, dunno how many days, weeks or even months already. I had already lost count. History is repeating itself, but I am very sure that I have changed since then. So, although the same things are starting to happen to me, I'm very determined to avoid the same ending again. How, I do not know. Still contemplating. Still planning. Looking for the best way out of the mess.
Dun really know what I want now. I think I want something interesting to be injected into my boring life. I feel like travelling. My ultimate dream country is Greece, but I still have a long way to go until I have the ability to travel to Europe. For now, I want to go Bangkok. Want to go Korea also, but $$$ is still a problem...Sigh...In my next life, I should really be born into a really rich rich rich family, with a silver spoon in my mouth from young. But life cannot be perfect, I believe rich people also have their own set of problems.
Hahaha, but I think there's actually alot of things I want. For example, Gucci tote bag, iPod Nano etc. There will always be something I want. Aiya, must have goals in life mah right?? ;p
For now, I'll go find something to eat and then watch TV already. It's not very often that I can get a day when I neither need to work nor go to school. Ciao!
Elyse bitching @ 2:17 PM | comment
